everything shimmers.
the undertow tugs at my feet.
unseen,
the pebbles move
beneath
the waves
as they pull away.
everything shimmers.
the undertow tugs at my feet.
unseen,
the pebbles move
beneath
the waves
as they pull away.
light shimmers.
like memory,
it searches for
form in the long
withdrawing waves.
reflections fracture.
the surface is vacant.
something ignites,
a teardrop of faith,
and we gather courage
to look upward.
only for a moment,
enough to say
we dared,
enough to think
we too
might be gods.
silent and open
autumn will
soon arrive
quietly
bringing something new
beneath the surface
familiar yet concealed
hidden behind
a veil
this is part of life
all of
this
ache and pleasure
hidden feelings
desiring beauty
peonies bloom in the yard,
we cry in the dirty hour,
telling what hurts and what heals.
echoes drift up in plumes,
holy and wide-eyed.
night on the coast
suspended in the hush
between tides,
the moon is distant,
and hovers above
the still water.
I dissolve into the hush
and imagine
what waits beneath
the surface.
the water, salty and thick,
is filling the hollows
where memory is
and the air stands still
only inches above.
even in dim coves,
in the corners,
among the seaweed,
shells and stones,
in the silent night,
the patient, untouched
air waits.
A shadow circles above,
patient,
like a memory
that refuses to fade.
It moves across the raw skin
of morning,
giving way to dust,
unraveling, and dissolving
into dawn’s breath.
The day collects the remnants.
I fade into the half-light,
without a distinct shape.
I wait for the earth
to call me home,
but sleep arrives
first, thick and complete.
It fades,
leaving only the aftertaste
of joy,
a flavor lingering on the tongue,
never sinking into the cavity
beneath the ribs.
time
things are unfolding
flower buds appear
then petals open
time keeps unfolding
now
everything moves toward dust
time seems to unfold backward
am I becoming the dust
just a petal
time
in
in dreams, my body
tells me things
i study you
my
my body feels so inadequate
so very
loved, yet
still so inadequate for this
in dreams
my body tells me things
my body tells
me in dreams
of things
my body is always primal
body
to hide pain or joy
or even joyful pain
or pleasure
body
tell me things
things
told to me
by my body
buds curl inward;
last year’s blossoms
fold in on themselves,
becoming memories.
only a
lilac tree could hold these lessons
with
such bold defiance.
blossoms
so close to blooming,
and last
year’s buds are only memories now