gray morning
hot tea
my thoughts aside
watching for sunlight
licking sweet tea
from my lips
i want to hold time
just still it enough
so the daylight crawls
never fully arriving
and my tea
never
gets too cold

my body is a memory
of you.
all this flesh,
i trace time
with my fingertips.
sometimes i stay awake
and follow the lines
that tell
of history.
or i wander in
dreams
searching for colors
associated to things
forgotten.