everything shimmers.
the undertow tugs at my feet.
unseen,
the pebbles move
beneath
the waves
as they pull away.
everything shimmers.
the undertow tugs at my feet.
unseen,
the pebbles move
beneath
the waves
as they pull away.
it’s midday.
i empty the used coffee grounds
from the press.
it’s too late now for
another cup.
i carry the
grinds to the compost;
walking barefoot through the grass
the air is thick with humidity
the lawn
feels damp underfoot.
i pause, gaze upward,
shielding my eyes
from the sun.
above me,
one thin wisp
of cloud.
it seems adrift, out of place.
can you see this?
wherever you are,
can you see this?
the shape of the cloud
is so feminine
in shape;
voluptuous, round,
gesturing in a way that is both crude
and shy way.
can you see this?
i feel out of place.
here in the yard,
on the grass soaked with humidity.
can you see me?
wherever you are,
can you see me?
i stand there until
the cloud
melts away into blue,
a rich blue,
a humid blue.
wherever you are,
can you see me?
how far do bare branches reach?
i sometimes think about whether they remember where they have been.
they reach out to touch the moon.
it must be a long journey,
farther than the wind could ever carry
our human stories.
when the branches return,
they come back changed.
they never come back the same.
their limbs point out,
reaching for something they cannot name.
they reach out toward the stars
and the scattered bits of light.
they stretch into the darkness,
into old memories.
and when morning comes,
they are changed.
never quite the same.
their bare branches have witnessed something sacred,
they have brushed against the divine.
The snow
had fallen overnight.
I was asleep.
I was away.
Somewhere far away.
Why always
away?