I tested the waters
dipping my toes
But the lake was made of silence
that had turned a perfect blue
I tested the waters
dipping my toes
But the lake was made of silence
that had turned a perfect blue
I would get so close
I could almost reach out and examine my feelings.
But the ‘almost’
felt like unbreathable glass.
What started as a ripple became a wave,
then a thunderous tsunami.
The water was just the sound of a promise
learning to forget itself.
“…a different time and place,”
I would tell myself.
But time was like a folded map,
missing the ink for the mountains I needed.
I take pride in my memory,
but I can’t recall this minor detail.
It was like a breath
that my mind’s library refused to record.
Yes, I did once.
The permission was only visible
when I kept my eyes closed.
Yes, I did once.
The permission was only visible when I kept my eyes closed.
I could.
However, the key to the lock was a language that is no longer spoken.
My thoughts were confused.
They just needed to focus
on the sound of a name.
In hindsight,
it no longer matters.
The feeling was measured in miles of static electricity.