everything shimmers.
the undertow tugs at my feet.
unseen,
the pebbles move
beneath
the waves
as they pull away.
everything shimmers.
the undertow tugs at my feet.
unseen,
the pebbles move
beneath
the waves
as they pull away.
light shimmers.
like memory,
it searches for
form in the long
withdrawing waves.
reflections fracture.
the surface is vacant.
something ignites,
a teardrop of faith,
and we gather courage
to look upward.
only for a moment,
enough to say
we dared,
enough to think
we too
might be gods.
silent and open
autumn will
soon arrive
quietly
bringing something new
beneath the surface
familiar yet concealed
hidden behind
a veil
this is part of life
all of
this
ache and pleasure
hidden feelings
desiring beauty
peonies bloom in the yard,
we cry in the dirty hour,
telling what hurts and what heals.
echoes drift up in plumes,
holy and wide-eyed.
night on the coast
suspended in the hush
between tides,
the moon is distant,
and hovers above
the still water.
I dissolve into the hush
and imagine
what waits beneath
the surface.
the water, salty and thick,
is filling the hollows
where memory is
and the air stands still
only inches above.
even in dim coves,
in the corners,
among the seaweed,
shells and stones,
in the silent night,
the patient, untouched
air waits.
A shadow circles above,
patient,
like a memory
that refuses to fade.
It moves across the raw skin
of morning,
giving way to dust,
unraveling, and dissolving
into dawn’s breath.
The day collects the remnants.
I fade into the half-light,
without a distinct shape.
I wait for the earth
to call me home,
but sleep arrives
first, thick and complete.
It fades,
leaving only the aftertaste
of joy,
a flavor lingering on the tongue,
never sinking into the cavity
beneath the ribs.
i pressed a leaf
between the pages of a book
in a chapter i
haven’t read yet.
it was a dark purple leaf
with crimson veins
from a season that has already passed
from a season i wanted to keep
saved in a timeless moment,
like a child laughing at
the rain.
a child who hasn’t grown jaded yet,
always curious,
and free,
always feeling safe
even in the unknown,
at home with questions,
questions wrapped up in life,
and life itself held as a question.
i have misunderstood
the plum
something so simple
something often overlooked
we feed each other slices
of sweet
ripe fruit
collecting the juice
with our tongues
and sucking out the flavor
from our lips
we taste both the fruit
and each other’s skin
this is our language
words don’t work for us
it feels primal
it feels perfect
this is all we want
sticky fingers and lips
and the pit we leave behind
it’s midday.
i empty the used coffee grounds
from the press.
it’s too late now for
another cup.
i carry the
grinds to the compost;
walking barefoot through the grass
the air is thick with humidity
the lawn
feels damp underfoot.
i pause, gaze upward,
shielding my eyes
from the sun.
above me,
one thin wisp
of cloud.
it seems adrift, out of place.
can you see this?
wherever you are,
can you see this?
the shape of the cloud
is so feminine
in shape;
voluptuous, round,
gesturing in a way that is both crude
and shy way.
can you see this?
i feel out of place.
here in the yard,
on the grass soaked with humidity.
can you see me?
wherever you are,
can you see me?
i stand there until
the cloud
melts away into blue,
a rich blue,
a humid blue.
wherever you are,
can you see me?