your fingertips
to me
are more than flesh.
they speak
of how we
arrived here;
from shy and
gentle,
to eager animals
with fire
under our nails.
it is no wonder
we still retain hope,
that our fingertips
aren’t calloused and
hardened.
in the early dawn,
we spend hours
tracing each other’s bodies;
single, graceful lines
with delicate fingertips
of fire.
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i sat folding petals between
my fingers;
delicate around worn,
gentle through rough.
i asked,
will you remember
me like this?
“this is how i
will remember you!”
you responded,
with fire and nails.
will you remember
me as a lover
who placed lilies in
candlelight?
as a lover who
held their scent for us,
for our desire;
their scent for our craving,
their scent for our lust?
will you remember me
like that?
“this is how i
will remember you!”
you said;
with spit and venom.
i know now
you never had a lily petal for
a tongue.
you are too bitter
to house something so
beautiful in your mouth,
and too angry
to hold something so sacred
in your mind.
this is how i
will remember you.
i am distracted tonight
cars hum as they wind along rt1
the garden houses crickets
a thousand of them
and a dog barks endlessly
i want this
intimacy in the
common place
bodies together
in the ordinary
of life
salty butter
and sweet marmalade
the past is
never as close
a kitchen full of dirty
dishes
gentle bites
upon necks as
hands find ways
to body
tasting lips
of marmalade
the dirty dishes
can wait
they can wait
until morning
here isn’t here
you in the ferns
sunlight falling
through trees
reaching the
ground
scattered
the stargaze lilies are back
i remember them
held in candlelight
only in candlelight
i remember nights
held in humidity
only in humidity
every year
when the seasons change
and the dogwood loses
its flowers
i wonder if it will bloom
again next year.
an ice storm
broke the center branches.
they are so fragile now.
in the heart of it
they reach upwards
bending strangely from the
damage caused.
early in the spring
when it is as bare and
bleak as the world
around it
i sigh and say,
‘maybe i’ll
have to cut it down
this year.’
a few weeks later
the buds form
and the leaves turn
into rich green.
then the blossoms explode
and the center
is covered
hidden from the world.
in this moment i forget
that i ever
considered cutting it
down.
do not go
I haven’t slept
stay
there are places
we have yet to see
oh where oh where oh where oh where
that is how this poem starts
in my mind.
i asked myself, ‘do you recall
where you left that emotion?’
but i couldn’t.
so i just bought time
trying to wait it out
by asking,
oh where oh where oh where
a whip breaking
the silence of night;
stooping too low
against a frigid breeze
that even flesh upon flesh
couldn’t warm.
i will not
be remembered as such,
but echoes said
i would.
the same voice that
whispered love to my wrinkles,
and in the same breath
scolded me for
unlabeled erotic poems.
now, i will remember
you as such.