a stillness
overhead geese
calling
apples falling from branches
then once more
silence
a stillness
overhead geese
calling
apples falling from branches
then once more
silence
I returned
to the old books
because
I could not remember
their stories
what a decade does
the characters
so very different
I could not
reread the pages
I had once found
myself in
what decade does
time
unfolding
flower buds
then petals
time unfolding
it is time
moving to dust
time, unfolding backwards
am i the dust
petal
time
how it
curled , the thin smoke.
moving from a chimney,
just so.
the wind brought the scent of
your hair
and with it the colors of evening.
no one says to the cool rain,
“show me how to rejoice.”
children’s laughter
and bird song
wildly, wildly
the tide is high
or low
the ocean is
the same
sky: gray
earth: gray
road: gray
now gray is darker
now gray is night
Memories envelop me closely;
within their embrace,
I navigate with grace,
resembling a whisper
or a gesture that lingers after departure,
going unnoticed.
I do not feel trapped in this place.
Leaving is still an option for me, but
I grow stronger from this experience.