the day is too still
to begin.
I hope the sun
never breaks
through the clouds.
I hope my mind stays
unclear
and every breath
barely a whisper.
what then?
what else?
Tag: poem
murky waters
an old photograph shows
my father
I was just a child
looking up in wonder
The pond shimmered
cool and
refreshing relief from the heavy summer
heat
We used to leap from
the muddy bank
into the murky water below
offered us secrets only children could sense
we were still so young
looking up the way only children can
do
while the adults pretended
in the way only adults
do
then morning &
fragmented light
I pressed a leaf
between book pages
in a chapter I
haven’t read yet.
a dark purple leaf
with crimson veins
from a season that has passed
from a season kept
in a timeless moment,
a child laughing at
the rain.
a child who isn’t jaded yet
always curious
and free
always safe
in the unknown
at home with all the questions
questions wrapped up in life
life held as a question
buds turned inward;
last years blossoms
turned inward upon themselves
as memories.
only a
lilac tree could hold these lessons
with
such bold defiance.
blossoms
so near birth
& last
year’s buds just memories
in
dreams body
tells me things
i study you
my
body so inadequate
so very
loved yet
so inadequate for this
in dreams
body tells me things
body tells
me in dreams
of things
body always primal
body
to hide pain or joy
or even joyful pain
or pleasure
body
tell me things
things told to me
by body
a journey here
heaven now
breakfast now
& here is heaven
silence here & now
is heaven
you here is
heaven now
of an onion
unfolding them one by one
and holding
the flesh to your ear
and saying yes
waking you, softly
you,
in this light
the smell of dreams
and sleep.
and i
breathe you
you unfolding from your sleep.
you to life
i
can hold onto this
a stillness
overhead geese
calling
apples falling from branches
then once more
silence